What you are feeling now is kind of how it felt to be a Red Sox fan in 1986 after Game 7. Of course, you’d have an even better sense if you had to previously endure selling Babe Ruth and watching the Yankees win about a hundred World Series*, 1946, 1967, 1975 (catcher interference!), 1978 (Bucky **** Dent), and lots of bad years and close calls in-between those moments of excruciating fan pain.
Nonetheless, you get my point – and I feel for you. It will get better. Even Sox fans got to eventually see them break the Curse. Makes me almost want to root for the Rangers until they win the World Series.
* Slight exaggeration there.